Composition

True Friends

It is the greatest thing that I ever had- to have true friend.

They say the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under the tree, but in the hearts of true friends Also they say a true friend walks in when the rest of the world walks out. But what is a true friend for me?

I have a lot of friends but I only have few true friends in my life. I call them true friends not because they can make me laugh nor they have a lot of money but because of one thing they have, it is they would help every time I need them, every time I’m weak and my faith with God is diminishing. They are always there to back up me in prayers and will encourage me. They are the instruments used by God so that I will not be alone in my journey. It is one saying of God that He is just with me and here are my friends to help me. True friends also for me is that the bond and connection with each other will never be different though how far they are or how long since they we’re not able to talk or meet each other.

To find true friend is very hard because it takes time to build the trust and confidence to each other. But what makes it so wonderful is that you will always have a true friend because God already plan it for you.

This is the hardest four words that I could say to someone. It takes both heart and mind to cooperate with each other just to tell this words sincerely to somebody “I Am Very Sorry “. It takes a lot of humility to accept that you are the one who is wrong.

In my part, for me it is very easy to say Thank You or even say Sorry to people. But I have someone, somebody that would take time for me to say sorry and it is God. Many times I hurt God in my actions knowingly, in my words, even rebelling towards Him; I did because of the reason that I’m hurt of the situations around me. I cannot understand my emotions and feelings and it is controlling me. It’s just because I became so tired of following and pursuing God in my life. Of course, human as I am, I have pride, my mind is telling that I’m right and God is wrong. And mind is also telling me that I hurt myself too much and if I don’t want to feel that pain again I must not say sorry or take any act of humility towards Him. Yes, I was driven by my emotion and I hardened my heart. For me saying sorry to someone (God) who hurt you so much is a joke.

I don’t know but though how much I want to rebel, do my own thing, it’s just God cannot be resisted. His Love cannot be resisted. Whenever I looked again on the cross, I remember how He sacrifice Himself for me.

Still at the end, I said “I Am Very Sorry!” for being so rebellious and doing the things that did not please you. Like not praying and reading His word. I found myself crying again and then my heart was so stirred up that I can’t contain it. And I then realized that all those thoughts are just lies that came from the devil himself.

For me, the humblest thing is whenever I say sorry to Him.

Yes, it may be tough for me to chose and say sorry to God. But after all what important is I was freed by the emotion of angry and disappointment and no hard feelings anymore. It’s like I’m floating in heaven, that feeling that you want to experience everyday. Also I know in my heart that God also has forgiven me even though I fail Him many times.

Love- is the highest experience any human being can have, with God and with other people. It is the greatest thing on earth. And love cannot be bought by any gold or silver though it is free to have. People may have different expressions and definitions of love but with these differences, what will I do for love?

Only one thing that I would do and say about love: I can do anything for love. For me, if you have a very deep love to someone, you can do many extraordinary things that even you would never think you can do because it is the love that motivate us to do such things. I can be a martyr and sacrifice myself for that love. Also I will decide to show it and to share it no matter how hard it becomes. As God stirs my heart to love, I will obey.

We may be having different things to do for love but what are important is you we’re able to show it and did not keep it. And I will live in love, remain in love and die fulfilled with that love.

Have you ever felt being so down? Being destroyed inside and you want to be restored and be renewed in the inner most being of yourself?

Restore me- are very important words for me especially when I am being broken inside and outside. It is my greatest prayer when I’m out on the track and want to get on the race again. It is the words I always speak and cry whenever I fail to choose the right path and stop for a moment in my journey with Him.

Many times I’ve been broken; many times I’ve been discouraged with God because of the circumstances that I cannot understand, the events and happenings that my mind cannot conceive it any farther. There are a lot of times that I would see myself mourning in the corner of the bed and will wait until someone will comfort me or encourage me from being so down. The pain and hurt inside me is like a bird whose wings are being injured yet still want to fly high above the sky but the pain inside its wings made her just to stay in the dark place and will just wait for someone to save her. I then realized, I could never fly unless I would humble myself and say that phrase to the almighty one “ Restore Me Lord”. The pain and the discouragement will always be an echo in my ears if I will not be humble enough to say it to Him. I then discover that the bird will never be able to fly higher above the sky if she herself does not want to be healed or restored by someone who can help her if she will just wait and will not do something for her to be renewed. We must do an effort and it is to ask for help not just to be quiet. Then I said to myself, If I do really want to be restored again, I must asks God to help me because He is the only one that will always be there in the darkest hour.

Being restored inside and out is the best feeling ever. That is best thing that would happen to a person if he/she will be restored from being destroyed emotionally and physically. It’s like you gain freedom that no one could ever get it from you.

Empty- containing nothing, marked by the absence of human life, activity or comfort. It is feeling that cannot be understood by your own mind and heart.

I’ve always been empty since I was 1^st year High School. I always had that feeling that I cannot understood why there is something lacking in my heart. It is an irritating feeling that I don’t know how to get out of it and be free. It’s like I’m in a dessert walking alone but I don’t know why I’m on that place but whatever I try to get out in that place I can’t, because wherever I go I can only see sand and dust around me – No life on it. And I think that there is no way out of it and I will be forever in this empty dessert. That’s what my heart feels, empty- meaningless and tiresome.

Though I have this empty heart of mine, I’m still hoping that someone, something can fill that emptiness and that I may able to get out of that dessert, be free and see life.

Reflective Essay

I have heard and visited many different blogs before but I'd never expected that I can make my own too.This is my first ever blog and I'm so glad that our English teacher Mrs. Christine Luz Boniao introduces blog to us.At first the tools on how to make a blog is quiet confusing and tiring especially as a beginner like me.I also never expected that making a blog is fun at the same time it helps my typing skills enhanced.Encoding,designing and editing the blog became my past time at home for a week.Though it's not easy,I gave all my best,time and effort just to finished this blog.For me,all are worth it because after seeing my own work,it makes me feel so proud that I was able to finished it with my own effort and ability.

What Christmas Means To Me

   When Christmas time is near we think of fun and joy.Children singing,people buying and loving one another that's the spirit of Christmas.Children gets excited and a lot of people love and celebrates Christmas,but what does Christmas means to me?

   Christmas makes me smile and for me it's the best holiday.Christmas means a lot to me because it inspires me.Christmas also means having fun with your family,spending time with them and buying gifts for your love ones.Christmas is not only about presents that you give and receive but the love that people give to us makes Christmas happier and merrier.And most of all,Christmas means Christ,Christmas is all about Jesus when he was born here on earth.Christmas also bring friends and family together and having a peace of mind of ourselves.Decorating lights,eating a lot of food, the feeling of giving and receiving,the joy of Christmas the spirit of love and most of all because Jesus was born.That is what Christmas means to me and this things makes me happy and makes my holiday complete.

   People have different meanings of Christmas and they have the right to define Christmas for themselves.But the most important is the love that we cherish that makes us happy.

Merry Christmas!

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